Yesterday I woke up in a hotel room in Rochester and went to sleep in Dee’s bed. Right now I’m laying in his bed and I am the second most comfortable I have been in weeks, but the first was last night. We were laying on the trampoline and watching the stars, holding hands while my head was on his shoulder. Then he asked me, “Is it alright if I kiss you right now?” I paused and looked up at him and smiled and he said “Is that a yes?” And I nodded and he kissed me. On the way back he held my hand and rubbed his thumb back and forth on my palm!!!!
Well, I’m in English Class and I have finished all my work. Glarg. I wish I didn’t have to go to school. I hate everything about it. EVERYTHING. I wish that it was this time tomorrow, cuz I wanna go to Bessemer RIGHT NOW. I want to be with my friends.
Ugh, I’m in math class right now. I don’t want to go to school. I want to be with Dee and my best friends on the beach or in Canal Park forever. But anyways, I’m so so sooo excited for Friday! My mom is gonna drive me and Clara halfway to Bessemer, and we’re gonna meet Haley’s parents there! And, I also saw Clara and her fam right outside my school in their car on the way to Marshall! It was awesome. Lol I’m so so excited. Then, the weekend after that, Dee and Haley are BOTH going to be up!! Yay! I hope that we can all go to Canal Park together. That would be super duper fun. I can show him where we hung on the bridge and got caught! I miss him so much. Glarg. I also miss Haley like ultimate crazy! And Clara, for that matter! But holyyyy I’m so FRICKEN excited for friday. I’ve never been to Haley’s house in Bessemer, just the one on Park Point.
Today I woke up at 6:40 to go to Valley Fair with Dee. First we went to a shooting range for like 5 hours which wasn’t that bad, actually. And after that, we went to drive to Valley fair. We wanted to save money so we waited an hour to get the discount. Matt was being a buttface and didn’t want to go on any rides, so Elisa took him to “start small”. Okay. Whatever. So me and Dee go to Steel Venom and he held out his hand and I grabbed it. Right after I stepped off, I knew something was wrong. I hadn’t eaten at all that day (couldn’t stomach a thing), and I hadn’t drank enough water. AND I hadn’t slept enough AND I was going on rides. Not a good combination. So I get sick for the first time at Valley Fair when I’m with DEE. Peachy.
After a while of drinking what seemed like 7 tons of water I felt better. We finally caught up with Matt and Elisa on the Excalibur and stood with them right after going on the best round of Wild Thing of. My. life. So I’m just standing there, my gross self, and Dee just comes right out and says, “since we love eachother, should we be boyfriend and girlfriend?” I was still sick and would’ve hugged him or said something cute but instead, I smiled and nodded. Yeah. I nodded. FUCKING NODDED! Oh well. He’s my boyfriend now, and I’m his girlfriend. Nothing better after all I have been through with this kid. I’m in love with life again! My last fortune cookie said, “The next full moon will be an enchanting evening”. It sure was.
Best night of my summer. I will keep it with me forever! ❤
Oh my goodness. Today, Nikki, Katie, Dee and I went to The Dark Night. I was so nervous. He put his hand upside down on the drink holder and the went to the bathroom. And Katie leaned over and said “OMG Dee wants to hold your hand so bad!” I said, “how do you know”? She told me about his hand on the arm of the seat and he came back. I opened my hand right by the arm rest. Holy crap it took him fifteen fricken minutes just to notice but he grabbed my hand and held it for like, an hour! It. Was. Amazing. Yeah. Then after seeing my new favorite movie, Dee came back over to Nicole’s house. Her little brothers were literally jumping onto him from high up places! It was hilarious. We just sort of hung out. It was so much fun! Then, when Sam came to pick him up, he was backing out of Nicole’s driveway, and his car slid off of it and almost tipped the car!!
Tonight is youth group, but I’m not very excited. I’m really sad because I think Nikki’s mom thinks I’m a slut. Just because Nicole and Katie can’t date though. She probably doesn’t, well maybe she does… Nikki hasn’t said anything about it, and that makes me a little nervous.
Today is my third full day in Hastings. On Sunday, at the grad party, I got to hang out with Dee almost the whole time. I really wanted to go on the trampoline but I was wearing my Pink shorts, so it would have been easy for my undies to show. Yeah so that sucked. Lmao I kept dumping water down Dee’s back and it was super funny! Omg so after we were gonna go to “The Dark Night” but yeah then we found out we couldn’t go and I was super pissed off. But then later on I found out it was ok that I didn’t go because I got super super sick. I think it was because I had dairy on an empty stomach. Glarg.
Well, I’m at my grandma and grandpa’s. Today I’m going to Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. After that, I’m going shopping! I get to spend one hundred dollars! I’m so excited. There is only one thing I’m more excited for right now. Hastings 🙂 Tomorrow, I am going to stay with Nikki for a week, and I’m going to be able to see Dee!
Well it’s afternoon and we haven’t done much. Yeah. So I guess Haley can’t come to my haircut today but whatever I’ll just call Corinna or something. But wow. I feel left out a lot when I’m with almost all my friends. Like, I’m not anyone’s #1 on myspace, except for Hank, and it’s probably because he doesn’t know how to change it. I’m not even sure if I’m anyone’s VERY best friend. Actually, I’m sure. Haley’s got Clara, Clara’s got Haley, Corinna’s got Alexis and Ashley, Madi’s got Victoria, and Sara’s got Katrina, and Hank’s got Billy. Yeah so I guess I’m kind of backup. Basically Haley is the only one who doesn’t call me as a last resort. But whatever. I’m pretty independent. I don’t need to be anyone’s closest friend! I’ve got myself. THE END.
Hokay… Wellllll Dee has been calling me and we have been talking for like two hours every day. I’m going to Hastings in August to see him and Nikki, and I’m super excited! Yeah so like, I’m with Clara and Haley. We’re having fun. Glarg. Yeah sooooo Haley and Clara randomly decided to color my hair with sharpies, and did my eyeliner SUPER thick. It’s fricken AWESOME.
Yeah so the other night Haley slept over at my house and we did a bunch of sparklers and fireworks!! It was the best!! And Lily is sick again. Bleh. She’s whiney and it’s sad 😦 yeaaaah….