Today is exploratory day at our school. I was absent the day we got to choose our class, so I got them chosen for me. I got Asian Holidays and I’m in Las Posadas now. Asian Holiday is actually not that bad. I learned a lot, and at the end we had Turkish Delight!!!

Well, back to school. At least there is only one week till Christmas Eve!! OMG! I’m psyched! I can’t wait till Christmas. I wonder what I’m getting…. Hmmmm….. Well, I have some clues. All the presents at Dad’s don’t weigh squat. And it seems like there is only tissue paper in there. And last night, Mom came into my room and was like, “come here” and I was like “okay” and she measured my waist. It was weird.

Well, I haven’t written for a while, and so much has happened. I will start with my “Henry situation”. Okay. Henry sent me a text. Here’s our convo:

H: Guess what?

R: What?

H: Guess.

R: Umm…. you got a dog?

H: No. Even though I have a girlfriend, I’m allowed to say you’re hot.

It was sooo awkward! Because at first I didn’t know what he meant. I thought he meant that he was attracted to me or something. That would be awkward because he has a gf, and he is like, my bff. Later it dawned on me that he meant it as a compliment, nothing more. What a relief! Not that Henry isn’t hot and all, I mean let’s face it, he’s beautiful, I just love him so much that I only want to be friends. It is so hard to explain.

Oh wow, I totally fell asleep while I was writing! lol  

Oh. My. Gosh. My teacher took away my diary and wouldn’t give it back. Finally, my mom wrote her a letter telling her to give my diary back!! Ugh, Mr. T is such ass. He wouldn’t let me call my mom and I need my water bottle and have to find out if I have rehearsal tonight. I HATE this hell hole! Love the school, hate a lot of the people.

I’m so happy I have this diary. I’m the kind of person that needs to vent their feelings somehow. This is my way and it calms me down. Yay! I love my diary. It’s an emotion vent. Lol. Oh. My. Gosh. There is this guy in Goldylocks and he is sooooo funny! His name is Henry and he’s my buddy. Him, Claire, and Joey are my ‘siblings’. Me and Henry have a bunch of handshakes/high-fives. I will now list them:

-The turkey

– Squid

– Hand hug

– Squirky

– Fishy

– Walleye

– Party boy… lol

– Salmon

– Too cool

All my friends think he’s really hot (I don’t blame them) but we’re just friends. They saw him and Joey on my phone wallpaper, Claire would have been on there too but she wasn’t at rehearsal that night. He’s so much fun to hang out with. Me and Claire are gonna talk him into going shopping with us. He says it would be weird because he has a GF, but I don’t think it would be because us three are just friends. He disappoints me.

I don’t know if we have rehearsal tonight. I hope we do. Claire will be there and I can take a pic of all of us for a new wallpaper. It would be weird if I had just Henry as my wallpaper.

I am so glad I accepted this part! I’ve had a blast so far. I’ve seen old friends (Claire, Rachel, Abby) and new friends (Joey, Henry Charlotte, Zoe). I’m as happy as… a Rosie in a play!

[change in handwriting]

Rosie –

My girl time was over and it came back and went threw my frickin pants and I am really pissed off.

That was Bre. She had to tell me something personal. Ok. After lunch now, and I’m in English and we have a sub. Oh my gosh, Aaron is so mean! I had to go to the WR, and he said to the sub “she always acts like it’s an emergency.” So I said, “that’s because it is” and then he said “liar”! I don’t get why he has to be such an ass to everyone. He’s gotta be satan or something. Maybe he’s possessed. That would explain a lot, like why he made me break out in hives. I don’t like Ned. He likes Marie and Casey just because they’re skinny. It’s not my fault I don’t starve myself. Every single boy in the 6th grade likes Marie and Casey because they don’t have a single ounce of fat on their bodies and never will. Ugh, shallow! I hate them for that. It bothers me so much because I thought he was different. I thought he wasn’t mean or shallow. I thought he was sweet and funny… I was clearly wrong.

Happy Friday! I’m so happy. Only 6 more hours of this jail. I really love this school, but the people here are vicious. I will soon make a prison break 🙂

English precautions. Must be careful. I like where I sit. I sit behind Ned, so when I’m in English, I can pretend to work up the courage to talk to him.

OMG. KAYLA BROKE MY IPOD. I’M SOOOOOOO FRICKEN PISSED.

Aaron is such a jerk. He was talking to me, and he was being all mean and I took it as a joke until he said “REJECTED!!!” That tears it. I won’t take Aaron’s bullshit anymore. I’m so glad I have this diary, or else I would explode. I need to vent my emotions. I’m a sad person, and sometimes I’m extremely cheerful. I’m not bipolar, I’m just a drama queen. You know what? I should write a note to Aaron that says, “cut the shit, asshole!” Not like I’m going to, but I’m gonna pretend now.

I’m so bored. Stupid second math. It is extremely boring.

My stupid math teacher is such a BITCH! I was late because I lost my diary, then I came in, grabbed a chair and had to lift it over a desk and accidentally whacked my partner on the head. Then my teacher was all like, “ROSALIE! You don’t have to come in like a tornado!” Yeah! And Ned just HAD to be there today. I’m always so clumsy when he’s here. BLEH BLEH BLEH he won’t want to go out with a clumsy geek! The thought is very depressing. I might as well just give up and spend the rest of my life alone. I will live in a little shed in the woods and have a chipmunk as my best friend. So happy I shall be alone in the woods… all alone. Oh well. I guess you can’t always get what you want. I’ll move tomorrow.

Just got back from lunch! Now I’m in English so I have to be extra careful. Mrs. E like hates me or something just because I write a lot in class… oops… we’re taking a test and I messed up so I used Shae’s eraser and when I tossed it back I accidentally hit Ned in the head. This wave bottle is really cool. I wonder what causes oil to separate from water like that.

I wonder what it is that Ned doesn’t like about me. Whatever it is, I’d try to change it. I guess I’m kind of quiet in class. Maybe he just doesn’t like me and there is nothing to do to change it. Or maybe he thinks I’m ugly. I wouldn’t be surprised if that were the case. No one has ever really called me pretty before except for my mom, which doesn’t count. I’ve never slow danced and never been on a date. I might as well just die!! Ned doesn’t like me, Bryce didn’t either. The only one that does is stinkin —!! I’m attractive to creepy stalkers but not to funny guys like Ned and Bryce. I should really just completely give up on boys.

Now we get to have second math. What a bore. Like we’ll ever need to find the mean of groceries!!

It’s 8:11 and I’m still at home because today is late arrival! Ok fun is over. Now we’re back at school, and I get to have my wonderful math class *gags* I did my homework but lost my binder so I did my homework on a piece of notebook paper. That’s fine though. At least I did it.

Outlier: one or more values that lie ‘outside’ distribution of data

Sorry. I might have to do that because I forgot where my notebook is… oops…

OMG! I’m so sad because Ned is absent. My math teacher is so EVIL! She is REALLY loud, and she puts all her crap on my desk leaving me absolutely NO working space, and she doesn’t even care!!!

I just finished my science test. I’m sooo sad right now. Ned is all I can think about. I wonder what I can do to make him like me *laughs evil laugh*. Actually, it’s not that evil. It’s just a good strategy. I will ask for Madi’s help. She’s girly, she will know what to do. *points to brain*

I’m in English class so I have to be extra careful.

Today wasn’t that bad, but it wasn’t wonderful either. Ned still thinks I’m a big freak (well, I assume). Apparently, Bryce thinks I’m a stalker (which I am NOT). He’s being such a jerky pile of shit. I’m so over that jerk. I DEFINITELY like Ned more. But Bryce is kinda hot… URGH! I can’t make up my mind! I don’t think Bryce is cool anymore. He’s a jerk. I don’t know about Ned either though. If he did like me I would be so happy. BUT NO. Stupid Marie is in my way. I just really like him a lot.

GRR! The past week has been filled with fun and CRAP! ROWR! I just had to open my fat face and ask Ned if he wanted to go to the dance with me and he said no. I didn’t dance with anyone, and now Ned knows that I like him! Urrrghhhh it sucks more than an octopus! Um… I’m not quite sure why I said that, but an octopus does suck… Anyways, now everybody’s all like “Ummmm… did you like ask Ned to the dance?” and they know the answer! They just want me to relive the constant pain that will remain inside the pieces of my shattered soul for all eternity!!!! Makes me so sad. I’m not sure why, but I hate Ned, and I’m totally head-over-heals for him too! It is so CONFUSING!

I couldn’t find my bunny, so I went out and bought another one. I got him right before the… DANCE! UGH! I had almost forgotten about my shattered soul. *pounds head against desk until bleeding*

Today we got our backpacks searched again. This is so fricken STUPID! I’m so mad! Our teacher gave us ANOTHER math test! Who does she think I am?

I think I got a B on yesterday’s test, so that’s a plus. Bill Nye the Science Guy! Bill! Bill! Bill! Bill! 😀