I have been using paper in scattered places but I’ve still been writing. I wish I could keep it all in one place. Lots going on! Calvin and I hooked up for the first time a few days ago. I suppose that is worth writing down. Been feeling pretty good. I feel very calm and clear, also like I have done a lot of growing up. Slightly less sensitive, the world is not going to soften itself to me if I sit around and mope and I realize that. Seattle was incredible, it was like a dream and I’m considering going to college there. We spent a lot of time just walking around the city and experiencing it and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. I recently went to San Diego with my choir and I loved California. I feel an intense pull to the West Coast. I’m applying to several places and ideally will move there in just over a year!!! I’m so ready for the future to punch me in the face!!! I’m going to maybe copy down some things into this notebook from another, just because I want them here.
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Born in 1996 Over the coming months, I'll be publishing several journal entries a day in chronological order. I began journaling in 2007, when I was eleven years old. Even then I wrote as though I were archiving my life, collecting details about my world. As I grew older, journaling became more of a description of my emotional world. I am an aspiring creative nonfiction writer who is producing very little since graduating college this Spring. But with this unusually thorough account of my entire adolescence, I feel as though I have been given a gift that has been under my nose this whole time. This is a practice in forgiveness and vulnerability. It is also a way to laugh at myself. View all posts by uuggla