Another monday. I work every day this week, it’s going to be very longgggg. Calvin and I have been talking a lot. I’ve been drawing a lot. I still love Daniel. How can that be? It’s really strange, as if I love him with an entirely different part of me. I want to be with him always, but I want to live now! Life is so stupid and weird. I can’t wait until I’m comfortable. Will I ever be?
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Born in 1996 Over the coming months, I'll be publishing several journal entries a day in chronological order. I began journaling in 2007, when I was eleven years old. Even then I wrote as though I were archiving my life, collecting details about my world. As I grew older, journaling became more of a description of my emotional world. I am an aspiring creative nonfiction writer who is producing very little since graduating college this Spring. But with this unusually thorough account of my entire adolescence, I feel as though I have been given a gift that has been under my nose this whole time. This is a practice in forgiveness and vulnerability. It is also a way to laugh at myself. View all posts by uuggla