I have never known a feeling such as the one I’m feeling now. I don’t do anything anymore. By this I mean that no matter what I do I feel exactly the same as the moment before. I wish I would have washed away with the flood. Parker broke up with his girlfriend and I went to his house and we watched the Princess Bride and he laid his head on my shoulder. We smoked and his mom came in. She drove me home. I’m sick of mistakes.
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Born in 1996 Over the coming months, I'll be publishing several journal entries a day in chronological order. I began journaling in 2007, when I was eleven years old. Even then I wrote as though I were archiving my life, collecting details about my world. As I grew older, journaling became more of a description of my emotional world. I am an aspiring creative nonfiction writer who is producing very little since graduating college this Spring. But with this unusually thorough account of my entire adolescence, I feel as though I have been given a gift that has been under my nose this whole time. This is a practice in forgiveness and vulnerability. It is also a way to laugh at myself. View all posts by uuggla