Wow I am stoned right now. Life has been nice. Two weeks ago I lost my virginity to Daniel. It seems sudden, but seeing him at Parker’s cabin, it felt like nothing had changed. It was so wonderful, we both kind of acted as though we had seen each other the day before. We came back and he stayed in Duluth for 2 days. We got to spend time just the two of us and run around with friends too, like old times. He actually drank with me and got significantly drunk, it really was a blast. He played loud music and ate like five popsicles in a row. The next day Parker made brownies and he ate four and got sick. It was ok though. I ended up impulsively buying a bus ticket and going back with him. We spent 4 days there and it felt like old times. We really are back together.
I need to stop caring what other people think of me. It doesn’t matter much at all yet it takes up so much of my mind. I need to do some growing.