May 16, 2012

Cotton mouth + white strips = NO

Today was the worst day in a very long time. This morning, I couldn’t get out of bed because I was so consumed with the deepest kind of blues. I couldn’t stop crying. Waking up has always been a tragedy in it’s own right, but today was different. The day at school was hell. Afterwards I had to go to therapy, but when I showed up she wasn’t there. I felt the most intense rage and felt as if I would break something or scream. Then I went to 120 to ask them about my industrial bar and they had to take it out because it was going to tear through my ear. So the only thing I liked about myself is gone. I feel so empty. I have never hated myself as much as I do right now. I’m fucking freaking out right now.

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