It’s the new year, I guess. The thought of school makes me cringe, I never want to go back. Blehhhhh I hate this shit so much.
I feel bad because that’s the way it always it. I remember when good feelings fell away from me when I was 13, that’s so young to feel so gone. I wish so much that everything could feel kind for a change. This year had taken so much away from me. Slowly and forcefully. Maybe 2012 will feel different but I suppose organizing things by years is stupid.
I just don’t know what’s important. Not even Daniel. Since he moved away it just feels so different. Nothing feels the same.