Holy fuck I’m so drained. I’m going to shut down. Despite the panicked situation, I’m feeling very serene at the moment. Daniel and I cried a lot today. Like we sat on my bed and just cried. Everything is getting so difficult. I don’t know what to do with myself. I need to go to sleep before I start crying again, I simply don’t have the energy.
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Born in 1996 Over the coming months, I'll be publishing several journal entries a day in chronological order. I began journaling in 2007, when I was eleven years old. Even then I wrote as though I were archiving my life, collecting details about my world. As I grew older, journaling became more of a description of my emotional world. I am an aspiring creative nonfiction writer who is producing very little since graduating college this Spring. But with this unusually thorough account of my entire adolescence, I feel as though I have been given a gift that has been under my nose this whole time. This is a practice in forgiveness and vulnerability. It is also a way to laugh at myself. View all posts by uuggla