I like it here. The heat is nice in moderation and I would never live in a place like this. The cactai are beautiful to visit, and other than the mountains (which lose some of their charm to smog) there is not a lot to lift the heart. I couldn’t call this place home.
My eating was bad today. I made it [redacted] but today I just had to [redacted].
Why is it that I feel so guilty when I eat? Everyone does it. I just feel so ugly and worthless. I can’t believe I would dream about modeling and not have laughed at the idea. Nobody would want me.