Just got done tanning. I also re-read all the things I wrote when I was developing feelings for Daniel, and I couldn’t be happier with my decision. I could care less that he is moving away, every single second of loving him is worth any amount of sadness. I really don’t know if I have ever adored someone so much, ever. He is one of the most beautiful and intelligent people in my life right now. Actually, ever. That’s why I’m beginning to realize something. I’m (even sort of recently so) in love with him. It’s all still so fresh. And for me to throw something that makes me so happy away doesn’t make sense. I’ve always kind of assumed that we would break up when he left. To say the least, I’m reconsidering.
On a different note, today is the second day of [redacted].