Today seems like a good day for a birthday. I don’t know anyone who has a birthday today, April 3rd just has a nice ring to it. Maybe because it seems like it should be spring. It’s not spring here. I have a feeling that spring will never come for me. Even when it’s summertime, spring will not have come for me.
Daniel makes me upset sometimes because he holds me back and I just want to have fun and be young. But I feel so old.
I don’t think that I’ve ever told you about the frost. That’s what I call it anyways, when I zone out and I’m thinking about something sad or nothing at all. It affects me so much that I have this weird physical reaction. My body feels like it’s slowly frosting over. It starts in the middle of my body and just keeps growing until it reaches my fingertips.
Girltown 