October 21, 2010

Today is the day that I got high for the first time! I’ve tried it before… but tonight was so intense, I honestly completely lost track of reality. I thought I was dreaming! I thought I was a feather, I felt like a tangerine!

I don’t really know if I want to do it again, because I have never felt so out of control, dependent, and vulnerable in my whole life. It was…. I can’t describe it.

Celeste took care of us, and by the end of the night she was crying. Her and Daniel were so upset that we smoked weed that I never want to do it again. Yay for new experiences though!

Dee is in town. Tomorrow is his birthday… I love him, but I don’t feel so connected to him anymore. Only time will tell. I’m a horrible girlfriend. Or maybe I’m just a wandering soul…

Tangerines…

Feathers…

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s