May 3, 2010

Holy shit.

Dee lied.

He…

  1. Watches porn?!?!?
  2. Did snuff
  3. Drank alcohol
  4. Smoked weed
  5. ALL OF THE ABOVE

And lied about all of it.

We got in a huge fight. I couldn’t even eat. We cried for hours, literally. I didn’t know if I’d be able to forgive him, and we went all day thinking it was all about to fall apart. We talked for around 6 hours today… We prayed a lot. It still hurts so much, but I know that God will give me the strength to forgive him rather than fall back into anger. Satan knows that God wants us to be together, and now he wants to ruin us. I won’t let that happen. I won’t throw away what we have. I just won’t.

My eyes hurt from crying. I love Dee. I love him, even though he did those things to me.

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