Only two more days until Christmas break. I can’t wait. I’m so so stressed. Sometimes, I wish I could stop… I’m so scared… I don’t think I’m going to make it as a real adult, I’m just so overwhelmed by everything.
On the bright side, I’m getting an iPod Classic for christmas!
OH!! And last night, I found out that the gift Dee got me is from KAY JEWELERS!!!
I just realized something. All this time I felt like I was falling out of love with him, and I just realized… maybe I just don’t want to be in love anymore. Maybe I’m sick of all the emotion. Maybe I just want to stop feeling all together. Maybe I just want everything to end.
Born in 1996
Over the coming months, I'll be publishing several journal entries a day in chronological order. I began journaling in 2007, when I was eleven years old. Even then I wrote as though I were archiving my life, collecting details about my world. As I grew older, journaling became more of a description of my emotional world.
I am an aspiring creative nonfiction writer who is producing very little since graduating college this Spring. But with this unusually thorough account of my entire adolescence, I feel as though I have been given a gift that has been under my nose this whole time.
This is a practice in forgiveness and vulnerability. It is also a way to laugh at myself.
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