I have to say, I’m worried about my grades. I just never ever do my homework in math and I can’t pay attention no matter what. I hate it. I’m so bad at everything academic. Whatever. I don’t need it.
The sunrise is amazing today. It’s pink and purple and peach and orange, it’s so gorgeous. Speaking of gorgeous, Dee sent me a picture last night. He has THE most amazing skin ever. I can’t even comprehend how lucky I am. I’m such a wreck.
I hate math class and I hate Caleb. Everybody says that I treat him like shit but the thing is that I don’t try to. Except lately cuz I’m mad at him for a bunch of reasons.
- He is ridiculously full of himself.
- He thinks I give him dirty looks just because I don’t pee my pants everytime I see him.
- He likes all those prissy girls because “they’re always glad to see” him. Well excuse me, Caleb
- He thinks that all my actions are about him. They’re NOT.
I’m so sick of everything. I wanna move to Connecticut with Hank 😦
When you multiply or divide a number, you MUST flip the symbol (< , >)
I miss Hank. He was so simple. I miss having friends that don’t act like bitchy girls. I miss how things used to be. And I’m so tired of people looking at the surface and not what’s inside.
I miss having a girl I can talk to. I really would like to be closer with Holly. We were such good friends when we were little and I really need a best friend. But the thing is those words scare me because my heart is still broken from Haley… not that anyone knows that. I can’t lie to myself… I really do miss her, and I hate it. I wish it would just go away. I don’t want her memory anymore. I’m so sick of the way things are and I don’t know how to change them.