Dee and I made out for the first time on Saturday ❤ It was amazing!! It’s cold out and I miss him so so much and the weather is just as grey as my present heart. Haley has a new boyfriend and has changed a lot. Sam AND Holly AND Clara are all going to opposite ends of the country, so I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do Spring Break. All I want is Dee! Everything reminds me of him. Like I just looked at a box of kleenex and got all sad because one time I had kleenex in his sweatshirt pocket. It’s ridiculous. I just want to punch someone until they feel as bad as I do. And I want to be inspired and write some miraculous poem, but nothing is happening. And I’m cold. And it’s blizzarding in Spring. Ugh. I hate Duluth.
I just scribbled out a bunch of stuff about Henry, and that’s cuz it wasn’t true that I loved him. But future Rosalie, if anything ever happens with you guys, dont you fucking dare scribble this stuff out. Because it’s 100% true. I LOVE DEE! And someday, my name is gonna be Rosalie Alice [redacted]! I’m gonna see if he can speak on the phone. Okay, guess not. Sigh. Anyways, I think I’m depressed. I just want to be with him every second for the rest of my life.