I feel emo and it sucks butt. Idk why, prolly because of all the stress I’ve been under lately. Idk wtf I’m gonna do about this because I certainly can’t follow through with the other thing. I would be more specific but I think Henry keeps peeking. GET YOUR FACE OUT OF MY BUSINESS Henry! I KNOW YOU’RE READING THIS! It’s not helping my emo feelings at all. It’s a battle between emotions and logic. WTF I would die if anybody read this. It’s the only private way I can drain my emotions. And honestly, if I had no way to vent my emotions, I would be so F-ing depressed. Like, all the time. I swear Henry is on weed right now, or like, crack. Gosh, he is bouncing off the effing walls.
Well, I told him. His reaction was… good. He told me that he liked me too but that he can’t “break Jess’ heart”. Last night he told me I looked beautiful and I f-ing melted. I’m really glad that my mom understands. She says that just because I’m not an adult, it doesn’t make my feelings any less real. I know both of his parents now. They are both very sweet. His mom is so nice! I met her for the first time last week, and she treated me like I was part of the family. His dad is also very nice. I hopped in the car and said “gosh are you cute!” He is so sweet! His dog Gordy is also a sweetheart.